Wednesday, August 8, 2012



He is the best man that i ever found. Even tak pernah face to face, but i know he's someone yang kind-hearted. I've been in relationship with him about 5 months time sekolah-sekolah dulu and he treated me like i'm the only girl in this world. But then, takde ribut, takde hujan, he stopped texting, no calls at all and we are just like hmmmp. Can't describe it by word. but it can be like something yang 'hanging'. 

Kami kenal pon thru membe sekolah and once again, tak pernah face to face. Tak pernah jumpa tapi kapel. Bila dah 5 months kenal, then dia menghilang. and i just like, what's goin on??? 

Bila dah habes sekolah,i call, text him just untuk bertanya kabar. Then, he replied tapi tak lama. So, aku just senyap macam tu je. tapi hanya Allah yang tahu that he still and always dalam ingatan aku. 

Hari tu, bila aku berangan-angan nak tegur dia kat fesbuk and bukak fesbuk just untuk post something on his wall, i got something on my wall. My friend told me that he's gone, forever and ever and ever. :"(

Dia meninggal dalam tido sebabkan demam panas dan dia pergi pada hari Jumaat. And i really miss him now, always. every day and night i'm cryin because of him . Semoga Allah tempatkan dia dalam golongan hamba yang diredhai dan diberkati. Amin.

#  You are not in situation and you really dont have any idea what i really feel. It's hurt me much because there's no boy/ man like him anymore. 

you were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through
from my days down and on
i'll never stop thinking of you

how can i forget all that
when you're the one who make me smile
you'll always be apart of me
how i wish you were still mine

never will forget the day
how we've met and came this far
we all know we got this feeling
but somehow it has to end up here

i know it's me who said goodbye
and that's the hardest thing to do
cause you mean so muct to me
and giude the truth from me to you

for all the things i've done and said
for all the hurt that i've cause you
i hope you will forgive me baby
cause that wasn't what i mean to do



Misz Jenny said...

Yang sebelah skolah kita tu eh?

E'in said...

alfatihah.. sabar ye

Nurul Sharmila Matali said...

oh my! be strong dear.. Allah lebih sayangkan dia.. keep praying for him..

zatil said...

Jannah : Bukan yang tu , yang nama Riduan tapi orang panggil Roy, Kak zatil and feti okmo duk cite pasal ye lam dorm dulu :"(

E'in :Redha dengan ketentuanNya :")

Mila : :"( I just miss him. Alwes.